Boredom

Okay...so apathy sometimes comes from not getting our way. Things, events, etc, are not going the way we think they should, so we become apathetic. We supress our feelings. Then we say we are bored. We then further suppress our feelings with distractions, and call it entertainment or being social.

stumbling blocks along the path...

So lately I've been really working the Sedona method diligently. I had some blocks along the way.

1. Even when releasing, stuff the ego considers negative still happens. This should be expected,because I'm not fully released, and therefore in the cycle of karma. I found this discouraging at first, but all one must do is release the feelings around the disappointment and keep going.

2. I find it hard to be consistent. The key to consistency is remembering the first step. You must want freedom more than you want anything else. You must see everything else as the illusion it is, and seek what is real, timeless, true.

3. This is a very lonely path to my ego. There are few egos that are willing to look at it, and see the simplicity and the value, and even fewer that will walk this path to freedom. Once again, I have found it is important to keep the first step at the forefront.

Love,
Akin