Boredom

Okay...so apathy sometimes comes from not getting our way. Things, events, etc, are not going the way we think they should, so we become apathetic. We supress our feelings. Then we say we are bored. We then further suppress our feelings with distractions, and call it entertainment or being social.

stumbling blocks along the path...

So lately I've been really working the Sedona method diligently. I had some blocks along the way.

1. Even when releasing, stuff the ego considers negative still happens. This should be expected,because I'm not fully released, and therefore in the cycle of karma. I found this discouraging at first, but all one must do is release the feelings around the disappointment and keep going.

2. I find it hard to be consistent. The key to consistency is remembering the first step. You must want freedom more than you want anything else. You must see everything else as the illusion it is, and seek what is real, timeless, true.

3. This is a very lonely path to my ego. There are few egos that are willing to look at it, and see the simplicity and the value, and even fewer that will walk this path to freedom. Once again, I have found it is important to keep the first step at the forefront.

Love,
Akin

Teaching...

Well..I think I have taught my last shamanic class for a while. I have found that many people just want to dabble in spirituality to see what suits them, which is fine. We will all end up at the same place, even if it takes us a million years or more. The problem with teaching too much, is that the student gets to the point where they must walk the path themselves. You can only point them in the direction. The other issue is it is very hard to point, and follow the path at the same time. So, that phase is being deleted for now. I will spend a lot more time blissfully walking.

Live Abundance Course

Just finished the weekend abundance course,last weekend, and it was great!

How was it different from the CDs/ Tapes?

1. People asked questions that I subconsciously had and the answers cleared up some assumptions I had.

2. I discovered a way to get pass a tremendous amount of resistance that I had.

3. I was motivated to practice being in release all the time.

4. I figured out how to stop yawning when something particularly difficult comes up (part of #2).

5. I found out it was okay to write down the same thing over and over again, if that is what is coming up when releasing.

6. Now I can't wait to get started on the goals and resistance course again, instead of having resistance to it!

7. I experienced releasing while having what starts out to be a negative interaction with another!

that's the short list

All in All...as Larry would say, "It was a Wow"

I would definitely recommend doing the CDs first. It is great preparation.

Thank you all for keeping me motivated for Freedom!

Love,

Akin

Pa Kua, Ba Gua

New martial art. The Hapkido was hard on my body. Getting too smart for all of that. Now I'm doing the Chinese thing Pa Kua. I never thought that would happen, but perhaps I was saving the best for last.

I've only done one class, and some practice at home, but my body already feels better. I can feel that Chi flowing. ;-)

Abundance Course

Maya and I finally took the plunge. We are going to a live Abundance Course weekend sponsored by the wonderful teachers at www.releasetechnique.com

In my over almost 20 years of occult, esoteric, secret,etc.etc. studies, this is the must effective, life changing knowledge I have ever encountered. And the funny thing is, nobody I tell about it, ever looks very deeply into it.

Oh well, they can stay in the cave, I'm going towards the light. ;-)

and then there was the H4

So Doc was and fam was down from PA today, and he had this great little device called the Zoom H4 Handy Recorder. I had been thinking of doing some recordings of my flute playing, and this little thing is like magick for the home recording studio! I gotta get one.