Inauguration day reflections!

Watching the official ceremony at home in my nice comfortable recliner was a treat. I briefly(about 2 seconds)thought about going into DC to see it live, but I figured I'm close enough, and I would see just as much from my TV at home, as I would from the monitors on the mall.

It amazes me that what started out as kids sitting down at a diner that would not feed them and a lady that would not move to the back of a bus, could lead to a peaceful revolution, where one who was once considered 3/5 of a man, would lead the greatest country in the world. All I can say is Wow...and Congratulation President Obama!

Yes We Did!

After over 10 years...finally a tatoo decision

So, it has been over 10 years since I decided to get a tattoo. I was going to get the kanji for Love.








Today while contemplating Love in the shower, I came to the realization that the word "Love" or the kanji for it, could not possibly show the depth of what it is, just as words can't. So then I was thinking what if you explain it as God's Love? Well the "Born Agains"(I say that with the up most respect) say that God is Love, and the Hindus understand that the concept of God is so huge that in order for the human mind to even begin to conceive the notion, God had to be divided into hundreds of different aspects. Kind of like the big bang theory. Everything was one, and exploded into millions of different pieces, but essentially every piece is still part of the whole. Kind of like the liquefied Terminators in Terminator.

So, after this realization, I won't be getting a tattoo. After all I'm God, and God is Love, and why would God need to tattoo it's name on itself, like it doesn't know what it is, and that is all there is?

Ghost Busters!

Went ghost busting again yesterday. It was a simple cleansing. I don' think the entities meant the family any harm, they were just having fun. Some were particularly impressed with flush toilets. They dispersed pretty easily, and none of them tried to compress my lungs, so that's a good thing! I know its only Ego, but I wish I could have tougher cases to clear out. Maybe be on A&E flexing my skills....hee heee

Anyone have any ghost they need clearing out? Catch me while I'm discounted! $100 an hour plus travel expenses.

What is Love?

I started reading Lester Levenson's "The Power of Love" again.

Here are some of his definitions of Love.

Love is acceptance
Love is allowing the other their being-ness
Love is a feeling of oneness with others


When there is full Love, you feel yourself as the other person.

The mind loves negative....

One of the great things about keeping a gains journal is you see how your mind attaches on to the negative.

For example, I was really upset about my resume writer not having my updated resume done today like she said she would. So much so that I was consciously and unconsciously pissed about it for close to 5 hours.

I haven't written anything in my gains journal all day, so just now when I was thinking what to write, it occurred to me that about an hour into my being pissed about the whole resume thing, I got confirmation that I would be receiving a check on Monday for a sizable amount of mula.

What did my mind decide to stay with? The pissed off feeling about the resume.

It was also about that time that I stopped doing my General Releasing questions. I still have yet to make it up to 20 times a day the way Larry Suggest in the Goals and Resistance course, but I'm up to 9 so far. I definitely see that if I'm not releasing, I'm suppressing.

100% responsibility

Lester Levenson says we must take %100 responsibility for the life and environment we have created. Thought is only creative, and the world as we know it is just a reflection of our thought. If we like what we have created then great, if we don't like it, we must change our thoughts to bring ourselves into alignment.

dreams...

couldn't sleep last night, so I woke up to do some goal releasing and send love and approval to myself. Started giggling as soon as I looked in the mirror to send love and approval. It was an experience. I even caught myself making faces at myself and then laughing. Never done that before. Never really laughed during the process before.

Finally went to sleep and had some serious garbage come up in a dream. Woke up and released on that.